Period Pain + Diarrhoea = killing me..

Gosh..pain till..feel to die...LOL

Sweating a lots due to pain..

Feel to bath but too weak..

Don't even know when i fall asleep with sticky sweating body...hahaha..

Anyway,my mood today is not consider too bad..feel good now...

Feel to bed again..

Take care people~

*sorethroat almost week le..still no recover..any good method to cure it? =P

Feel so Emo again...

Ask me why? Hmm..i might don't know how to answer..

Feel that i'm quite enjoying to be Emo...

Or maybe i still trying to avoid something..

Or afraid of some matters?some feels?some people?Haha...

Just let me drowning in the Season of Emo ...

Don't want to think anything...

stand on the ground..no need to move on..just stop there...

Let it be blank...

Please....

It's so confusing...It's is so complicated..It's just like a circle?

I understand that pain because i tried before..

I hate those feel but i created those feel to people...

Stop saying me Good girl because I'm not...

I have to carry on...because it is a better decision...

Sky blue..Heart blue..Mind Blue..

Long long ago,my world is full of Blue..

Now,i'm trapped in Blue again...

Suddenly realized that actually i did a lots bads..

hurts a lots people without realizing...

Such a bitch...! ArgzZzzzzzzzzzzz

Helpless...

Suddenly feel so helpless...

Because i realized that I'm not understand my heart....

I didn't even know myself at all...

Am i changed a lots untill i can't recognize myself?

Cruel..Cold-blooded..Is that true?

I'm start to confuse...

I'm trapped...

Hope it's Right...Hope It will be fine...

Someone asked : When u become so cruel?

Me : I don't know...sorry...

Nobody will understand me...include me....

Raining day~

Raining days....

It let me feel emo...It make me feel lazy...

It make me feel missing...It make me feel a Lotssss...

But i love raining day.... =)

Suppose to going out but because it's raining outside so i'm inside my room now still..

Felt......confused in my heart...my mind..my everything....

What to write?I also dunno...

Just don't feel to talk suddenly OR don't even know how to talk?

Hmm..I'm just Don't know what should and what can i write suddenly....