It's so confusing...It's is so complicated..It's just like a circle?

I understand that pain because i tried before..

I hate those feel but i created those feel to people...

Stop saying me Good girl because I'm not...

I have to carry on...because it is a better decision...

Sky blue..Heart blue..Mind Blue..

Long long ago,my world is full of Blue..

Now,i'm trapped in Blue again...

Suddenly realized that actually i did a lots bads..

hurts a lots people without realizing...