Sunday, November 29, 2009

Feel...Trapped...again...
Feel so ...alone...
But,should go to bed dy..nitez everyone~ =)

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Sometimes people hard to accept the cruel truth so don't want to believe it...
Sometimes people will feel confuse due to the things always changes and changes...
the different attitude will always make people confuse and sad...
Maybe in the end,the result is still the same..so Cruel and so Reality...

Saturday, November 21, 2009

"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes, it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together..."

Thursday, November 19, 2009

In the end...The one who lose still is me.......

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Period Pain + Diarrhoea = killing me..
Gosh..pain till..feel to die...LOL
Sweating a lots due to pain..
Feel to bath but too weak..
Don't even know when i fall asleep with sticky sweating body...hahaha..
Anyway,my mood today is not consider too bad..feel good now...
Feel to bed again..
Take care people~

*sorethroat almost week le..still no recover..any good method to cure it? =P
Feel so Emo again...
Ask me why? Hmm..i might don't know how to answer..
Feel that i'm quite enjoying to be Emo...
Or maybe i still trying to avoid something..
Or afraid of some matters?some feels?some people?Haha...
Just let me drowning in the Season of Emo ...
Don't want to think anything...
stand on the ground..no need to move on..just stop there...
Let it be blank...
Please....

Monday, November 9, 2009

It's so confusing...It's is so complicated..It's just like a circle?
I understand that pain because i tried before..
I hate those feel but i created those feel to people...
Stop saying me Good girl because I'm not...
I have to carry on...because it is a better decision...
Sky blue..Heart blue..Mind Blue..
Long long ago,my world is full of Blue..
Now,i'm trapped in Blue again...
Suddenly realized that actually i did a lots bads..
hurts a lots people without realizing...
Such a bitch...! ArgzZzzzzzzzzzzz

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Helpless...

Suddenly feel so helpless...
Because i realized that I'm not understand my heart....
I didn't even know myself at all...
Am i changed a lots untill i can't recognize myself?
Cruel..Cold-blooded..Is that true?
I'm start to confuse...
I'm trapped...

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Hope it's Right...Hope It will be fine...

Someone asked : When u become so cruel?
Me : I don't know...sorry...

Nobody will understand me...include me....

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Raining day~

Raining days....
It let me feel emo...It make me feel lazy...
It make me feel missing...It make me feel a Lotssss...
But i love raining day.... =)
Suppose to going out but because it's raining outside so i'm inside my room now still..
Felt......confused in my heart...my mind..my everything....
What to write?I also dunno...
Just don't feel to talk suddenly OR don't even know how to talk?
Hmm..I'm just Don't know what should and what can i write suddenly....